Thom's Opening Speech on Johnny's
Behalf
Good morning. I’m Tom Cooper, one of the nine Cooper kids who grew up
across the street from Johnny. I apologize for my voice. I just got
over a bad cold, and trying to hold back tears doesn’t help at all. My
family asked me to speak for them today, some because they couldn’t be
here, and
some because they simply would not be able to get all the way through
what has to be said. It might sound strange, the nine of us grieving so
deeply for a man who used to live across the street, but I can tell you
that every one of us, in Johnny’s death, has lost a loving brother and
a close friend. I hardly know what to say. I was talking to Laurie the
other night, and she put it best. She said she felt “hollowed out” by
Johnny’s death. It’s just impossible to believe that Johnny isn’t
here anymore. He was so full of life, and so aware of life, that it’s
impossible to grasp, yet, that
he’s really gone. Johnny wasn’t just alive; he was like a force of
Nature. I know, because I’m one of the many of us here that had the joy
and the honor to have known Johnny for almost all of his life. In 1968,
my family moved into the house across the street from the Cameron’s, on
2nd Street, in Lanham. When we moved in, it was just my parents and
four boys. Within a few years, we had seven boys and two girls.
Johnny’s dad used to swear there was a Cooper kid everywhere he looked
– Laurie said he even looked in the kitchen cupboards and the sugar
bowl, saying he was bound to find one of us there. And if we weren’t at
the Cameron’s, then you could be sure that Johnny was at our house. We
were in dire need of supervision.
Like I said, my family is still in shock, and can barely put in words
everything we need to say about Johnny. So mostly, we’ve been calling
each other up on the phone, or emailing, and remembering the trouble we
all used to get into with Johnny, or the crazy ideas he would have. All
of them somehow involved a Cooper boy as witness, or accomplice, or
victim. Anyone who knew Johnny when he was young will always remember
the constant, mischievous havoc of practical joking and scheming that
surrounded the boy. As he grew up, Johnny developed an absolutely
chaotic, and completely original, sense of humor. It was impossible not
to
get caught up in it. He would do anything to entertain us, inventing
the most insane scenarios to amuse us, or to shock perfectly innocent
passers-by. With my brother John’s help, Johnny once faked his own hanging in front of
his
house, causing the next two cars to swerve off the road. Elated, and
knowing it was great entertainment for John, he did it again. The next
car on the road was driven by his dad. So Johnny didn’t do THAT
anymore. Instead, he waited until cars were passing the house, and fell
off the fence backwards at just the right time. Or he would lie on the
side of the road with his legs covered with fake blood. Or he’d have us
all stage a fight near the road, punching and kicking him, until
drivers screeched to a stop to get out and help.
He created characters by the dozen, and would play the different parts
until you had to laugh. He wouldn’t stop until you did. He would create
and discard characters, and revisit them out of the blue a week or even
years later. He would suddenly no longer be Johnny Cameron, but Rabble
Rabble, or The Faggy Mantis, or one of a hundred others. The other day,
my brother- in- law, Dave King, offered me some roasted pumpkin seeds
while we were driving somewhere. As he said, “pumpkinseed?”, I
instinctively covered up my face. When Dave asked what the Hell my
problem was, I had to explain that Pumpkinseed was one of Johnny’s
recurring, alter
egos (my brother John didn't want me to say violent). Fortunately, Dave
knew about Johnny already.
All of the kids in our neighborhood were close. We called ourselves the
second street gang, I guess because we just had so many kids on one
street. There was never a shortage of kids to play any sport, or fight
with sticks, or “dirt clogs”, or snowballs, or BB guns, or bottle
rockets. Eddie Dowel’s yard, and ours, and the Camerons, along with a
few others, looked like a war zone. Johnny’s dad would try to grow some
grass in his yard every few years, and then just give up. Johnny and
Karl would create new games or invent implements of war which seemed to
absorb all of our energies for weeks at a time. I remember that Johnny
came up with a system to use bicycle inner tubes like a ballista,
shooting rocks, M-80’s, and even a few bottles well over a hundred
yards. Somehow, with a few close calls, we all
ended up with all of our fingers and eyes intact.
By the time I got to junior high school, we had outgrown most of the
earlier jokes and games, but
Johnny still maintained the same chaotic, physical sense of humor, and
a seemingly pathological need to entertain those around him. We were
central to most of his schemes, so I think it was a huge shock when our
family moved away. There would be no more raids on the Bible College,
no trips to Indian Rock, no pickup football. No roaming around at four
in the morning, or falling out of trees. But Johnny stayed in touch.
At the “new house” in Glenn Dale, Johnny was still a regular visitor.
He developed stronger friendships with each of the Cooper kids, and
with our father and mother. But he never stopped laughing at us, or at
himself, or even at his own family. Nothing was off-limits. Each of
us knew Johnny from a different perspective. My youngest brother,
Frank, says that when Johnny showed up in Glenn Dale he knew it would
be an exciting day. Johnny would bring video games, play them one
time, and then leave the game for Frank. But with me, at least, talk
usually turned to remembering the old times on 2nd street. Johnny was
barely a teenager before he had the worst case of nostalgia I’ve ever
seen. When we weren't reminiscing, we would talk about his art, or
books (almost invariably the Lord of the Rings)
and he would laugh at me and whatever I was up to. Once, when he was
painting a mural in a restaurant in College Park, he let me park my
motorcycle inside out of the rain, while I watched him work. I still
remember the little band of extremely violent apes he painted in one of
the backgrounds. Later on, I could never find the apes -- I have a
feeling that he painted them in just for my visit.
Johnny was loyal, and caring, honest, and generous. And he had a spark
that most people just don't. I hope you’ll pardon me for saying it
here, but there are a hell of a lot of people who should have died
before Johnny. For the Cooper kids, he wasn't just a friend; he was a
little brother to half of us, and a big brother to the rest. His sister
Laurie got to spend a lot of time with Johnny in the last three years
or so, and she says that we always came up in conversation. When he
applied for a new
apartment just last week, his emergency contact was my Dad, at our "new
house" in Glenn Dale. All of us knew how much Johnny loved our whole
family. And there's no doubt he knew how much we loved him.
Thirty-seven years was just not enough time. He died too damned soon,
and with him he took the nine year old, the twelve year old, the
eighteen year old, and the twenty-nine year old that I'll always
remember. Along with Rabble Rabble, the Faggy Mantis,and Pumpkinseed.
I will miss them all.